Probably Healing

Post-surgery exhaustion.

That "letter to god" song, I think it's Linda Perry's, not C. Love's, it goes "I always wanted to die, but you kept me alive" and then she says "but thank you" or something, but I would go back to the verse "please tell me who I am".
Or what I'm still doing here.
Endured 2 surgeries in six months and they won't let me sleep because my blood pressure is so low and all.
And I'm awake.

So now I remember every dream that I have every freaking night.

There was a band from L.A. called The Missing Persons: "Life is so strange: destination unknown".

Hell yeah!